Everythingfelt so unreal.
Everythingseems like a dream.
Everythingseems planned for to happen.
Everyone felt uneasy this very day. I'm fated to stay home cos my frien overslept & missed our date. My dad fated to make a call home to check everything is alrite. He bathed, cleared his bowel, cut his nails, and had his LAST breakfast with his love ones.
It all happened so fast, that I wasn't feeling anything the moment i saw him lying motionlessly in bed. It only sparks me when someone asked me "Are you alrite?" Till then, I realised he has gone to a better World.....
I had to put up a strong front in front of my grandma cos i dun wana trigger her emotions. But as i typed this, I had to let go :..(
As I walked near his "box", I still feel that everything seems like a dream. Nothing feels real at that very moment. Somehow, i wished that I'm writing this in my dreams. Flashbacks of the moments we spent together make his presence stronger. I dun wan him to see us getting emotional so dat to let him go in peace. I din get a chance to let him know how much i treasured the days we spent together. The days he brought me to & fro skool. The days he bought me snacks after skool. The day i got compliments at class for his wonderful inventions.... I hoped he sees what i had typed and thank you for coming into our lives.
It's time to say Good-bye.... This chapter of his life has ended, and a New one is abt to begin!
P.S. I love You, Grandpa!
